There is no secret sauce. You've just got to learn how to feel. Understand emotions that arise within you. Remove the ego whilst recognising the role it plays for survival. Get so silent you can hear the whispers of your heart turning into the most nonviolent screams you have ever known. Realise that if it's not in the name of Divine love, it will never be worth it. Release those karmic binds. Liberate your soul. Find ecstasy in the certainty of your existence. Come home to yourself.
Healing comes in waves. Your next level will not arrive without the challenges of the current fire you are walking through. This being said, good things can happen to you without you having to sacrifice for them. Once you release what you know is ultimately causing your soul pain, you will liberate your heart. This freedom will give you wings you deep down knew existed. You will no longer be suffocated by the walls of your wounding. Release yourself from karmic debt. My love, you have the power within you.
When you look in the mirror you will see your scars. As you writhe through the discomfort of looking long enough, you will see the beauty in the shadows laying beyond these scars. You will notice that you went through the darkness of your past to bring you here today. You will see there is strength in your heart. And that, actually, your beauty is unique. Thus, making it sacred.
Both beauty and beast live within you. This is what it means that beauty is skin deep. "Who could ever love a beast?" You. As you make love to your shadows you bring to them your brightest light. You are both thunderstorms and sunshine. Goddess/God of Spring and Queen/King of the Underworld.
~ Jyoti
This was a beautiful reflection. I love the end. I am both beauty and beast, shadow and light, thunderstorm and sunshine. It’s all in me.